Raph,
I know you wouldn't or couldn't read this by now. I hope all things was clear with us. I have loved you with all of what I have and knowing I still lack in some things I am deeply sorry.
I only wanted to be your everything and at some point I thought I was your everything. But I guess, I was wrong, So wrong I was hurt but I guess that's life.
I myself have decided to move on. But I guess moving on wasn't on my vocabulary. I know many persons can be more than you but I guess they'll have to surpass everything we had.
The reason I was contented with what we have because I always have thought that you were the greatest person out there. Even I know more others are greater than you, They may have a pretty face but I can't forget that face that have been cheering me, loving me, makes me happy, sad and even made me cry.
They may be more rich than you, But what will I do with that riches money and stuff when I don't love them the same way as I love you.
They may be more than anything than you but I guess what I can really see was you who was always on the top. No one will surpass you even how great they are. No one will ever come close even by 1 inch. But I guess you weren't feeling the same way as I am.
So sad to think that we had plans ahead of us and then it all came crashing down before our very eyes. It's so hard to think that letting you go was the only answer I can see. I guess if you'll be happy in that case I'd always be happy for the one that I truly love.
God made plans for us we just don't know yet. If we're meant to be, we'll always be back in each others arms.
Dreaming of you lately with another girl is the hardest thing I can ever imagine. I was supposed to be that girl. I was supposed to be in that place. But if you'll be happy in that case I'll gladly take it with my broken heart.
I know time will heal every broken piece of me, But mind you I'll always be here, waiting for you to come back as long as I can wait.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH T____________T
Your Guardian
Johanna.
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