The first and last :)

I look so happy you see? :)

Well that was like before all these trials came.

I couldn't smile like the same way I smiled at this photo.

Even though I tried my best to put that smile back it isn't that pretty anymore.

Of all the people in the world I always ask "WHY ME?"

Then I looked back of what I got.

I got the greatest persons in my life.

I got my Grandparents, Mom, Dad, Brothers, Friends and that one special guy.

Others don't have true friends.

Well I can say that I have true friends because they were there when every single thing sucks. They saw me cry, they saw me laugh, They saw me at my best and most of all they saw me at my worst.

I got my Family with me.

Other people doesn't have a family to call.

I'm so glad that God gave me a loving family.

My Grandparents more like parents to me loved me with all their hearts.

Now that I know how much sacrifices that they've done for us it's now my turn to give them the love I have for them :)

That one guy will always be the most special guy in my world and in the whole entire universe :D

He was there when I had no one to tell my secrets and problems.

He was there when I even thought I got no one.

He's the one who made me realize I had so much.

I even call him "A Blessing in disguise"

I called him that because when I always think of giving up in this freaking retarded life of mine he's always right there.

Even when I ask God why am I in this kind of situation.

God only answers my question with this guy showing up.

I love him more than anything and I'm still thanking God for giving me this guy.

We may be not in the relationship that we wished but we still got each other.

I know that someday Love will lead us back :)

"LOL~ I'm such a drama queen" XD